Ignorance.

you're my friend, i'll love you.

ok, chi o's over. :D
my play time's here.
finally, i can focus on watching Show's everything. :D

went out with guitar mates today. well, sup to go hm,
they waited for me.
then went out with them [shimin, mel]
kovan for lunch.
saw fighting spider's hot guy[ the chi one]
i stared at him like hell. so hot in real life. (:
ate at coffee shop cos we were broke. :/
also save $ for movie.
met sher at OC
cineleisure for movie.
My Sister's Keeper.
I was crying and crying right aft i got to know that the sis got leukemia.
couldnt stop crying.
movie ended at 7pm.
dinner at ps.
homed at 9pm.

omg what a busy day. :D
super fun.
we got lost trying to find our way to cineleisure.
ended up at construction site -.-
OC's rooftop was fun!

spent 2 hrs on phone discussing w syl,bel abt tmr's class party.
so much efforts put in just to not disappoint 3a1.
i'm not gonna pick up fights with ppl who dont wanna share or contribute.
So be it, if you insist.
I'm no longer the childish person who'll tell every1 how much i h8 you
and start being mean to you.
Cos, you're not worth my anger.
It's just that, i dont understand why it kills you to buy stuff 4 class,
when evry1's doing it.
i really dk why you're like that.
i'm not angry, is just that i really wanna know why you're like that.
why must ppl be self-centred and start saying hurtful stuff to others?
i really dk why.

i just know that a class outing is to bond a class tgt,
not to split a class up.
every1 wont be happy if i childishly complain to mrs pang,
and force every single one to contribute.
It comes from the heart.

idk whats wrong with me recently.
i dont wanna disappoint any of friends ,
whether close or not.
You're my friend, and i'll love you.
I just realise that i wanna show those i care for, my love.
and i dont wanna end up being guilty for hurting their feelings.
I'm practising to accept my friends for who they are,
cos they accepted me as they love me.

okay. another fun day tmr. (:
gonna start prep at 10am.
shall update again. :D

im looking 4ward to gf agent movie w Alicia. :D
NEVER looking 4ward to my guitar grade 3 exam on 18/11.
aww, just kill me. ):

let the pics come alive
and talk to you!